"if I wasn't here tomorrow would anybody care
if my time was up I'd wanna know
You were happy I was there

if I wasn't here tomorrow would anyone lose sleep
if I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me

I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I'd like better
I can never forget, so don't remind me of it forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all"